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Silence
Silence and your eyes
watching me
to see what I do next
to see how can I embarrass myself further
Maybe I can shout out
how my lungs feel
when you leave
how they tighten within my chest
I can't do this anymore!
I could tell you
how my arms have the burning desire
to hold you
and never let go
It doesn't matter though
why would it matter?
when I see you pulling away
my hands reach out to grab you
but I catch only air
You've disappeared
Is it the words I've said?
because I can take them back if you want me to
suck the air back into to my lungs
so maybe they won't be so tight anymore
But no, I start to choke
My heart beating wildly in my chest
because I know I'll never see you again
my body shaking
my mind feels like its caving in on itself
And all of this
in silence
you won't let me hear your voice
or see your eyes
are you scared of what I'll find there?
everything you've bottled up and thrown away
When I met you
I think I was in the same place you threw that bottle
and my throat was so parched
I opened it up and drained it without checking what it was first
So now I know your...everything
like you know my everything
even when we first started talking
you saw straight through me
Like the way I'm seeing straight through the air
that you have left behind when you vanished
the air that I'm choking on right now
While my legs burn
from running in circles through my head
and my hands shake from passing through air
too many times
The silence is the thing choking me
the silence that you settled here
I'm on my hands and knees
trying to get in a breathe
But it's so sharp
that I think my throat is bleeding
and that's not helping anything either
So when you decide to come back
make sure to bring another one of your bottles
and first aid kit
because I'm not sure my body can take another hit like this
Silence and your eyes
watching me
to see what I do next
to see how can I embarrass myself further
Maybe I can shout out
how my lungs feel
when you leave
how they tighten within my chest
I can't do this anymore!
I could tell you
how my arms have the burning desire
to hold you
and never let go
It doesn't matter though
why would it matter?
when I see you pulling away
my hands reach out to grab you
but I catch only air
You've disappeared
Is it the words I've said?
because I can take them back if you want me to
suck the air back into to my lungs
so maybe they won't be so tight anymore
But no, I start to choke
My heart beating wildly in my chest
because I know I'll never see you again
my body shaking
my mind feels like its caving in on itself
And all of this
in silence
you won't let me hear your voice
or see your eyes
are you scared of what I'll find there?
everything you've bottled up and thrown away
When I met you
I think I was in the same place you threw that bottle
and my throat was so parched
I opened it up and drained it without checking what it was first
So now I know your...everything
like you know my everything
even when we first started talking
you saw straight through me
Like the way I'm seeing straight through the air
that you have left behind when you vanished
the air that I'm choking on right now
While my legs burn
from running in circles through my head
and my hands shake from passing through air
too many times
The silence is the thing choking me
the silence that you settled here
I'm on my hands and knees
trying to get in a breathe
But it's so sharp
that I think my throat is bleeding
and that's not helping anything either
So when you decide to come back
make sure to bring another one of your bottles
and first aid kit
because I'm not sure my body can take another hit like this
Hmmm I think I like this one, I can't be sure yet.
Comments are welcomed here, I hope you enjoyed!
Comments are welcomed here, I hope you enjoyed!
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reminds me of a longer version of one of my poems i wrote about an ex boyfriend. this is really really good! i can really really relate to it and the flow is very nice and clean