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Broken
that's what I am
Okay, I'll admit
maybe that's a little over dramatic
I just have some small cracks
below the surface
Nothing major
at least not to me
I won't say I cry myself to sleep every night
or cut my wrists
because I don't
I sleep perfectly fine
and the thought of cutting myself
is just weird to me
My life is nothing to complain about
I have a few friends
both my parents are still here
and still love each other
That's more than most people can say
So why do I imagine
all these bad things happening to me
Why do I think that one day
my mom will kill herself
or I might get raped in a dark alley
My day dreams are filled with violence and gore
what is wrong with me?
Why do I make up these terrible scenarios
in my mind
yet I can't read a sad book without
getting upset
I've actually cried over thoughts
that are just in my head
Maybe I should cry more anyway
at least as a small attempt
to fill in these cracks
that's what I am
Okay, I'll admit
maybe that's a little over dramatic
I just have some small cracks
below the surface
Nothing major
at least not to me
I won't say I cry myself to sleep every night
or cut my wrists
because I don't
I sleep perfectly fine
and the thought of cutting myself
is just weird to me
My life is nothing to complain about
I have a few friends
both my parents are still here
and still love each other
That's more than most people can say
So why do I imagine
all these bad things happening to me
Why do I think that one day
my mom will kill herself
or I might get raped in a dark alley
My day dreams are filled with violence and gore
what is wrong with me?
Why do I make up these terrible scenarios
in my mind
yet I can't read a sad book without
getting upset
I've actually cried over thoughts
that are just in my head
Maybe I should cry more anyway
at least as a small attempt
to fill in these cracks
I think this one kind of sucks but whatever.
Comments are welcomed here, hope you enjoyed!
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That was awesome! I have almost the same life, but paranoia is given too. Those cracks just need to be filled, dont They? Yet you never cry.
Anywho, that was absolutly amazing! X3
Anywho, that was absolutly amazing! X3